Being a Fangirl isn’t easy, we are being judged in many ways. We are being questioned,taunted by several words. But I am on a particular phase where now I don’t pay attention on what people say or think about me.
Quote: “People may judge and say bad about anything you do,its upon us to take it on ourselves or not”
My Journey of Fangirl wasn’t easy,it’s being 5 years I am in love with the one who won’t love me back. Knowing this fact,my love haven’t decreased it keeps growing day by day. How can you love a person who don’t even know you exist? Will he ever love you back? Don’t you feel hurt when he ignores you? Will he ever notice you in million of his fans? Why are you wasting your time on someone who won’t pay attention on you? Etc. Many more which made me feel hurt and sad at the same,but I kept ignoring because my heart knew one day I will have answer to atleast few of their questions.
Aahaa let me first tell you’ll whom I crushing over😝and whose Fangirl I am😬 I am very fond of listening to music,Hindi Music but hated old Hindi songs as I might feel it boring or not that connected. Have listened to many artist who had made their originals or even remaked the old hit music,no doubt every voice have their uniqueness and beauty,but nothing made me feel connected,all of sudden that one voice which my heart felt good listening…felt like my heart and soul needed that voice, many few might be knowing him or might never heard their name, it’s Sanam Puri from the Band SANAM, Yes I am in love with him since 5 years and my love keeps increasing day by day,his voice has that magic which vanishes my sadness and stress within a sec and makes me Happy. It’s the four member band who makes beautiful Rendition of old music and also their originals are something which is beyond beautiful.
It’s been 5 years I am still his fan,and will always be no matter what #sanamianforever
Getting judged for loving an artist or celebrity will make one sad and hurt,but each passing day I had learnt to ignore it,but it’s hurts when you take those judgement seriously and keep thinking untill you get answers for it,same happened with me when I myself question me Really is right loving him when he don’t love me back? Will I not get hurt when he will ignore me? Will he ever know that I exist? Many more questions untill I came to a conclusion that he will definitely know I exist only I meet him in persons. My one and only dream and wish was to meet my love,my celebrity love in person,but it was somewhat difficult..but not impossible,and after few struggles and not getting a chance to meet him, making me sad, I tried it again..even searched his house address so I meet him,but Nothing worked.
“When you tried hard still you couldn’t make it,then Destiny and Luck have a role to play”
And after the sadness of not getting chance of meeting him,my Destiny and Luck did its work and I was blessed to meet him in person,he knew me through my username and fan post from my social media fan account of Instagram,and that was Happiness and blessing to me, my answer to one of the question, my Celebrity crush my love noticed me,he know me,he never ignored me, it was different yet great feeling since then my love increased even more.
And that’s when I was stopped being judged.
Fangirling isn’t easy,but it’s upon us how we handle and make it the beautiful.
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